On the third of this month, my cousin,
, was involved in a fatal car crash. She was a focal point and a corner-stone to who I became as I grew up. I wouldn't have started drawing around that time had it not been for her. I thought of her as a close relative and I loved her very much.
It's hard to accept that she's gone. I still haven't really grieved. Yesterday didn't feel real at all to me. The closest I came to accepting it all was realizing I had nothing to wear for her funeral, and that I needed to prepare myself for it. Pictures of the scene didn't really help.
She was extremely talented. She was quirky and fun to be around. I miss her so much and wish we could've spent more time together.
If you have a chance, please go visit her page. I don't know if it'll be taken down eventually. She deserved a lot more praise then she received for her work. Thank you.